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Darlene Stott is a member of the Spiritual Sanctuary.

She gave us incredible pieces which she wrote herself.

 We share some of them here, with you.... enjoy. 

 

 

 

PRISTINE The full moon shines silver over pristine snow Blanket of white protects inner workings of creation Silence, so deep, so complete Alone with thoughts Even they quiet their clamor Facing glistening silver silence The blanket is full, soft, untouched by man Sleeping within are springtime jewels, summer blossoms Safely tucked into futures of warmth I stand . . . mesmerized in solitude Not lonely solitude, but presence-filled solitude Awed by unsullied beauty, within and without The unseen path lies ahead . . . Protected, secure, serene, pristine Glistening, glowing white where I have not walked before Breathe air so clear, so cold, so fresh . . . Humanness remembered in clouds of breath, Of journey still to travel . . . I step forward, leaving my footprints in the snow M. Darlene Stott, May 6, 2000

 

 

 

THE PUDDLE

The storm had been a wild one.   The wind whipped every person, plant and animal that it’s forceful tendrils could reach.   It had raged directly overhead, explosive cracks of thunder following right on the heels of the spectacular lightening.  The wind-driven rain soaked everything.  Sheets of water pounded the parched ground, creating rivers of mud.  In the street, the drains had backed up and the pavement was a shallow churning river.

Finally, it had subsided.  The water drained away until just a few puddles dotted the pavement of the road.  The sun shone brightly, seemingly triumphantly, as if to tell the clouds that their efforts had been in vain.  In defiance, a few puffy clouds marched across the sapphire sky.

I sat upon the steps of the porch, watching my kitties as they enjoyed their freedom having been cooped up in the storm.  Shadow dashed across the lawn in that sidewinder lope that cats sometimes have when they are playing.  Echo chased after him and he batted at her with one paw.  I tilted my head back, raising my face in supplication to the sun.  My lids closed.  All I could see was the rosy sunset glow of the inside of my eyelids.  Perfect, languorous relaxation spread through my body.  I could have stayed frozen like that for eternity.

My eyes opened just in time to see a slight breeze ripple the top of the puddle in the street in front of the porch.  Then it calmed again and became a mirror for the world around it.  Another breeze and it was set into motion, ripples driving across its surface.  Then calm and the mirror returned.

Shadow, hot and thirsty from his play, trotted over to the puddle and lapped with fervor.  Once again, the surface of the puddle undulated, then returned to it’s placid state.  Shadow trotted off to find a shady place to nap.  A small leaf floated downward, landing with nature’s grace upon the glassy surface.  It toured around the temporary lake, stopping to park itself on the far shore.  A car came down the street, bursting through the tiny pool, splashing water asunder.  The puddle returned to mirror perfection.  A sparrow swooped down, landed some inches away, hopped over and bent down for a drink, its tail perking in the air behind it.  It stopped for a moment to preen before flying off to its daily business.

I don’t know whether it was the clearing air after the storm, whether it was the golden sun warming the tension out of my body, whether it was just the time and place for God to whisper sweet secrets in my ear, but I thought that I could never learn so much as from that puddle.

Born in the chaotic frenzy of a storm, it placidly mirrored the heavens until disturbed by some creature or thing.  Once the disturbance passed, it resumed its calm.  It quenched the thirst of the creatures that came to it.  It sparkled like diamonds, reflecting light everywhere.  It buoyed up at least one smaller traveler until it could find a resting place.  Had I bent over it, it would have shown me my countenance, perhaps the Soul-fire in my eyes.  It parted effortlessly allowing the impatient exuberance of life in a hurry.  Quietly it sat until it had something to offer and never did it coerce its visitors.  All the while, gradually, slowly, it evaporated and became part of the air itself, God’s servant, to return again one day as simple water in a puddle, in complete service and surrender to all that is.

Darlene Stott, June 26, 2001

 

 

 

 

 

 

IN EVERY WAY

Conception…
Like the first moments of life
It began
And developed and changed, growth
From the divine instructions breathed in a sigh long ago.
Seemingly random yet carved by the finest of artisans,
Polished with time
And the touch of loving hands,
Glowing with warmth like the sensual, skin-softness of wood
Permeating, shining, protecting, providing, balancing and shaping
Essence, spirit, life.
This Love!
It is every curve and sinew, every muscle and every breath.
Seen and spoken, lapped up by the most glad of pink ears,
Giggled in the after-dark, undercover whispers of a child,
Freshening eyes like the soft mist of a fine rain,
Culled in potted bowls of pain,
Thundering across hills under a spring moon.
Omnipresent, always calling, calling, calling softly.
Filling every crevice, within and without…the longing…
Beloved…
How do I say that which cannot be said?
Love…I Love You.  I am You.  I am Love.
In every way…

Darlene Stott, March 6, 2001


WARRIOR KING

Wings…
Huge silver-grey wings
Beating the air with the low rumble of humidhot thunder
Shimmeringly covered with the finest silk fur
The shadow meanders across parched earth sheltering it
You soar effortlessly

Mythological beast
Allseeing eyes
The eyes of nightcat, redgolden bright from primeval face
Features of the panther-tiger
Grace in flight like the eagle or the hawk
Speed and strength

I feel your protection
Oh beast of lore
Your wings they shelter me and your vision awakens
Why have you come?
Is it to carry me through the drought and to ease my journey?
Comfort and enlighten

Astride you…
Your power seeps
Through me like moonsliver fire in my veins – a stirring
Deep within me
Ah…I am but a child of your long line of warrior kings
Enwombed future queen

Bury my face
Heated silver blanket
In your magnificent coat of undulating silk fur
Child of Love
Carried aloft to find vision, protected through karmic storms
Strange parent…


As one we rise up
Synchronous and merged
Our heads held high, we move in the ballet of endless flight
Potential awakens
Creatures of vision and love are we, myths no more
Burgeoning reality in motion

Oh mighty Warrior…Love me, teach me, protect me, empower me…
M. Darlene Stott, October 20, 2000

BREATHING EUPHORIA

On the in breath, a sweetness
On the out, elixir pouring forth

From what source does this newfound liquid cascade
Golden cup offered in the ether
My hand reached to grasp
At first, it felt heavy, filled to the brim as it was with sweet Love

Realization that the cup has always been within my grasp
And, it felt heavy at first
My childhand growing to maturity where it grasped the strong stem

I am responsible for the sharing of this!
Play for a while my childself,
For the growing up will take you anon

I sip
Am haloed in the soft lovelight
I see
Am wonderment itself
Who knew?
Not the childself
For I was only to play for a time
Reminded once more of the soul’s quest

Breathing euphoria, I become
The channel
Light to you all!
Do you hear it?  The singing?

And, now I see the light within
I have denied you, wanting only to play
But…there is much to be done

M Darlene Stott, December 23, 2000

 

ADDICTION

One bead of sweat slowly, painstakingly trickles down your cheek

The air is thick now

Desultorous

Clouds huddle ever closer

The storm’s a brewin’

No breeze at present to carve a path through mired, wretched, stinking air

Back up against the wall

Holding it, supporting it, forcing it to support you

Skin clammy

One breath breathing your whole body

Deep, pulsing breaths, every pore fighting

Fear palpable

Looming, threatening oppressor

And, you – its captive

Dominating every motion

Movement difficult

Painful, harsh

 

Furtive shaky eyes gaze heavenward in hopes of a glimpse

A savior

Prayer forms as a living creature of light standing before you…

It queries:

Choose, choose now or walk forever alone

And holds its arms aloft

And so you choose

 

You throw yourself into the arms of the one savior that can take you out of this putrid place, knowing….knowing with every fiber that everything changes completely with your choice, that you have chosen to leave it all behind, every single thing that has brought you to the stinking wall, collapsing into the blue-white arms of your invocation, set back on your feet to stand tall, and the voice rings out loud in your head, “You have been to the purgatory of your own choosing.  You have seen the darkness, the ugliness and smelled the steaming excrement born of your fear.  Now…walk tall.  You have made the choice and cannot ever go back.  Go forward, picking strength like posies along the road sides of your path and do not forget where you have been.  And, when you encounter that smell, for you will smell it again, turn to the emanators and shower them with light, standing at their side…then, they will choose…or…not…”

 M. Darlene Stott, January 6, 2001